[!] TITLE: Ironboyy , I love you . [!] Date / Time : Monday, October 18, 2010 / 2:55 PM
You can always treat melike a piece of junk. Making me feel as though I am just your spare tire , or maybe someone you used before but have been shoved a side to a corner ; Ignored . But then again , did I stop loving you or even ignored you ? NO.
You can always treat me like a doll. Only pick me up from the place you have thrown me only when you needed me . But too bad , I am not a doll . what ? I ain't a doll . I am a human being , full with emotions and feelings. And please stop breaking my fragile tiny heart that has been beating for you for the past year . It's me who have been there for you , it's me who have been doing all sorts of things for you. It's me who have been with you through shits , thick and thin . Through hard times .
And I really miss the old you so much. Because it's him who have been loving me so much ; the old you . Because it's him who have been wiping my tears away , hugging me , telling me everything was going to be fine , telling me he love me a million times in a day , telling me he misses me every time we're apart from each other , it's him who managed to open the door to my heart , it's him who managed to let me bring him into my heart . It have been always him . Always ; The old you . It's always him being the first one to tell me he loves me every single time we talked , being the first one to hug and kiss me every single time we met ; THE OLD YOU . I just seemed to miss you so much . The old you who I used to know. The one I used to joke , laugh , cry , and do every single thing together. Every single thing was done together. I was indeed very dependent on you . Too dependent . I rely on you too much . That matrep of mine ; Ayim Ironboyy . The Matrep version of you , was my everything . He listened to me , he listened to my cries . But you now , )': You're simply turning deaf and you always turn your head around . But I don't hate you for that . I can't hate you . Because I love you .
I don't know if all your promises still exist , you said you won't make me cry , won't hurt me like my ex did . But you're the one that tears me down upon bringing me up from the ground . I put so much faith in you , so much faith but you threw everything away . I never wanted to say this , but you never wanted to stay , or did you want to ? I am very confused . I don't know why you're doing this . If you really love me , you wouldn't make me feel any pain. You won't make me cry all day & night . You wouldn't even break your promises, you won't hurt me . Instead , you'd wipe away all my tears , hug me , coax and console me when I am at my worst , show me you love me and all the other things you'd always do to me for the past year . But then since , you and I agreed to try and give it a shot to change everything back to how it used to be , let's just work things out . Only time and hardwork will tell . Everything was different back then compared to now. Baby, let's just give it a shot and make all the pain and hurt stop .
I know you love me . And you know that I love you.
First of all , you're on my blog .
It's my blog . My say . Don't like it ?
Please go away . Comments are not needed .
I lead my own life the way I wanted it to be .
You are nobody to amend my life .
Your presence are not much needed ,
Or shall I say , Not needed .
Thank You very much .
Please respect my rights .
What is written here , remains here .
I don't entertain spammers . Get a life .
[!]That Lady.
KECYK [!]
Kecyk Kia's the name. Geddit?
Lil Sugarr's the alternative.
Smoker ; Drinker & I pierce.
Loud & mouthful of sarcasm vulgarities.
Married to Ayim Ironboyy <3
Imma party gurla [!] Very lively.
I am never typical. Not perfect.
[!]My Sweetest.
Ayim Ironboyy ♥♥♥ Since 09DEC09 ♥
Going on & strong. Very alive.
My only one. My only desire.
Our love is like fire blazin' . On fire.
My sweetest fucker ; My Hunny Love.
Forever will be my numero uno.
My other half. My partner for everything ^^
He only loves me. Geddit?
Bitches, tryna flirt with him? Imma KILL you.
091209 ~
